Wednesday, November 24, 2004
i dunno why i keep having fever!
and somewhat headache. tho now i only have fever.
n aching parts of my body.
yesterday was really bad, my WHOLE body was aching.. ahh.
what's happening to me!!
last time i checked, my temperature was 37.9 degrees.. ahhs.
irritating.
now i've gotten so used to having fever that i know when i have it lor!
my ears are hot, my eyes are kinda hot.
in the bad cases, my nose is breathing out hot air! haha.
like fire dragon.
but yeah well.. ahhhhhhhh... noooooo.
anw, watched incredibles on monday at marina square with e choir peeps.
let's see.
supposed to be 16 pple.
song ern, woon, yuru, zhiwen (non choir guy), cyn, mich, kane, wenjia
tong, kayi, me, ching, youzi, lip, kok hong, et
haha that's it. and pretty much our sitting arrangement.
at first tong wanted us to draw lots! haha.
coz we needed to mix ard more, i guess.
but we were kinda late, so no time for drawing lots.
anw, i think nobody wanted to. hehheh.
incredibles was super nice!
but tong, kayi, ching, youz n yuru kept laughing so loud!! first time.
haha. was so worried abt irritating the others in the cinema.
yeahyeah, guai amanda.. whatever.. ;P haha.
then after that they kept hesitating over whether to eat or not to eat..
in the end we didn't!
indecisive people man. haha.
reached home 10 plus. whoosh. haha.
then tues went mama house.
but din really enjoy much coz had headache n fever.. boo.
now having fever too.
i hope it's going down.. i'm obviously ignoring it. haha.
i'm on committee for sojourner's camp!
worship ic i think.
and i peeped at xiaona's list. haha.
think i'm a leader too. they gonna have 5 groups.
argh. i'm hot! hot!
anw, today nj came over for caroling prac.. ok i guess.
actually, not that good. we sucked.
and my throat is kinda... sore.
and we screwed up twelve days!!
mamamia.. malu man. haha. alliteration! whoo.
think i'm mad.
haiz.. anything.. can't believe the chalet's all next week!!
this is too fast for me!
december already and i haven't started on my homework!
sigh. no motivation.
n i dun wanna go for fac outing.
joseph was qt funny.
"Yuxi asked me to persuade you to go for Saturdays event, so here it is. Go."
hahahahha.
like that can persuade me.
just not enthu for fac la.
too big n rowdy and.... noisy.. dunno la.
sometimes i guess i'm just not as extroverted as i like to think. or appear to be.
and there's just to much to think about in this world..
how many people actually know God..
what we're doing about it..
i'm just sitting on my lazy butt doing nothing.
am i Christ-like?
today ching asked again, 'you mean you go to church?'
man, that kinda hurt. i look like someone who doesn't go to church?
i don't act like i have God in my life?
my behaviour does not reflect Christ at all?
like, there's nothing different about me compared to the rest?
is that it?
sigh.
change. has got to happen. soon.
if i am ever gonna fulfill certain prophesies in my life..
i've gotta draw closer to God.. than ever before..
start doing and stop talking..
walk the talk.
-blessed
6:40 PM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
listening to the cd debra gave me.. super nice!!!! think i have a new craze. find songs on the net! found sleep n binnamma thanks to lippy. haha. and anw, fel is boy crazy~! boo. why, i dunno. she's plain nuts. hahaha.
the filipino song is superbly nice!!!! *gushes* haha.
anw,
review on singapore idol.
sylvester really sucks! i dunno what he's doing in the final three.
i must say, his fans are really deaf and blind.
he can't sing, no stage presence and in the looks department.. erm. no comments.
why do they keep voting for him?! undying support man.
they are seriously blinded by their obsession.
and oh, thinking he could seriously pull off 'music of the night'?
please. somebody give me a barf bag.
he massacred all 3 songs!~ helppp.
what 'rock star' appeal.. i totally don't get.
what is it with screaming teenage fans.. i just don't understand them.
well olinda..
not bad!
and ms lim says she supports olinda n taufik!!! yayyy.
the whole lot of us were cheering in the LT, also dunno for what. haha.
moved by that simple statement.
sly can eat the dust man.
and taufik!!!
my fave!!
his 'ain't no sunshine' song was so nicely delivered!
actually, all 3 songs were great.
except for the fact that his eyes remained closed for like, at least half of the song.
look at your audience, dude!
they're the ones keeping you in the competition!
ahah. i'm mad.
and my mum just killed a cockroach in the kitchen.
haha. that's the thing about my mum.
she'll scream or shriek, but in the end she always gets the job done and gets rid of the offending creature.
i'd like to think that i'm like that too.
but that's only for cockroaches.
how can anyone not fear lizards?
i mean the gals.
guys are expected to be some fearless, big macho people who have no fear of bugs or reptiles or whatever. haha.
well so, i dunno.. how can you sleep knowing there's a darn lizard scrambling around in the dark somewhere?
and today when i opened the door to go home there was a lizard near the door la!
it's gonna get into my house somehow.
i know it.
how do you lizard-proof your house??
urgh. disgusting creatures. i wonder why God made them. *scratches head*
anw, on to a happier topic.
remind me to let my choir peeps hear the choral version of the star wars theme song!!
it rocks.
i'm amazed by the sop solo and the deep voices of the basses.
i wonder if our basses can go as low.. which brings to mind the super vocals of the nj basses.. swoon man..
sigh.
hahaha.
low voices appeal huh?
i guess many times it's the basses and sops which attract attention, coz they're at the polar ends of the singing ranges.
ya think?
yeah.
the star wars song just ended!!
and lamanda, samanda, moneybags, bumgirl, mandy, dada, dalim.. whatever.
i'm going raving mad. haha. all nicks given by choir peeps.. the most long lasting one is moneybags. hmpf. haha.
-blessed
9:59 PM
today went nj for choir prac.. n e sops decided to meet early to practise binamma coz we didn't do well the previous prac.. to put it in tong's words, we died. haha.
yeah so tong suggested we meet earlier today so i caught the 12.20 bus, thank God. and i arrived at the nj bus stop at like, 12.45! amazing. efficient transport system man. haha. then ching arrived followed by tong. n woon came in a cab! posh gal man. so we practised.. and i realised i knew my notes!!! yippee. abit flat at parts though. so ended up helping tong. :)
and stupid jonny, coz he, tong n i were sitting on a bench at the bus stop. then i was singing to tong some parts of binamma then got the 'kum' and 'm' parts and he kept laughing at me!!!!! hmpf. mimicking my kum?s n m?s.. coz he said it was very funny. n he couldn't helped but be tickled by it. grrrr. hahaha. but all in good fun.
then we spent like some time waiting outside.. apparently nj security is much tighter than hc's.. haha. fel says our security is non-existant. then went in.. and how nice nj had an LT opened for us! so contrary to initial expectations, we had air con.. rock on man. haha. then we started prac.. and kinda were pressurized by ms lim's comparison of us with nj.. about how dead we were n how good they were.. and amusingly nj was intidimated by us. hmm. we aren't that great lo. nj's sleep was like, wahhhhhh... super nice. and their basses... my gosh.. did i mention their basses???? yeah.. so NICE lah.. when they go so low.. they are so GOOD... *in awe* haha.
and sunset was quite easy to learn! yeah. but during our performance, we kinda stalled halfway coz basses forgot to come in, altos n SONG ERN came in but no sops came in! coz we were in shock. hahahha. but we picked ourselves up and we managed to complete the song. whoohoo. some of us were gonna laugh tho. haha. and to put it in et's words to song ern, "ru guo mei you ni jiu mei you wo" hha coz only song ern came in for tenor part! that was abit the embarrassing la. haha. then our sleep.. wow.. the sops did better this time lor. and nj commented that they liked our sops! wow. the first time.. yesh. we did it!!!!!!!! *sense of achievement* we managed to hit the high notes nicely.. esp the 'i surrender unto sleep' part..
yeah. and on monday we are gonna watch 'the incredibles'!!!! i can't wait. can't wait!! it sounds SOOO good.. so far its me, ching, tong n cyn.. shall try n call others along on monday too.
and get this: bingfu's new nick is.... BING BING!! i couldn't believe my ears. the first time i heard it, i thought it was beng beng!! hahahha. err.. cute? dun really know what to say about that nick. haha. but bing's really funny.
tmr's worship camp! wonder what's gonna happen. and who's going!! abit the excited. i'm gonna bring 3 tees. should be enough right?? means that i'll sleep in whatever i'm wearing the next day.. issit unhygienic?? i dunno.. hmmm. coz it's kinda silly to bring so many tees for just like, 2 days right.. ok. i have decided1 3 tees it is! don't care liao. haha. yeah.
-blessed
9:43 PM
Monday, November 15, 2004
went fel's house today for exco meeting.. so nice!
fel's house is COOL. and huge. her mum is classy! and her family's so sporty.
brother in bball, dad's a bowling expert, and fel's super too! dunno what her mum does but i'm sure her mum's sporty too. haha.
her room has LOTSA stuff.. and so nice she pasted stuff everywhere on her walls! poems, menu, even her campaign posters. :)
then she suggested we use her toilet upstairs so it was quite funny coz quite a few of us rushed up during our lunch break!! i rem it was youz, charm, lippy, think johnny or et n i who wanted to go pee. haha.
so youz went in first, followed by charm coz i was busy exploring fel's room! btw, i saw the card (postcard) lippy gave fel and might i say, yes it's really quite sweet. no wonder fel was touched. aww. in this world there are gals who are touched by the little things, and fel is one of them. hmm. i guess i am too. sentimental stuff.
well anyway, so i chionged ahead and made lippy let me go first (haha!) then i was barely in when someone hammered on the door n the 2 guys outside (now i rem, it was et!) started pointing fingers at each other. ERM.. then when i came out lippy was in such a rush to get in n pee (or afraid someone would snatch his place so he claimed) that i very NEARLY collided into him man! close shave sia. shocked la. nv seen someone so much in need of the toilet before that he had to rush in before i barely got out! haha. n fel, with her twisted theories, said he did it on PURPOSE. yeah right. like he would really wanna crash into me. hahahaha. so lame!!!!!
yeah! exco meeting was fun.. drifted quite a bit but well, haha. drifting is expected! and might i add, fel's house is EXTREMELY far away from the central.. very very far away!!! the whole group of us were trouping up to her house.. man it was far. good thing i had friends for company man. haha. no wonder fel's so fit!
then after meeting johnny n et left.. woon n amanda t left earlier.
the rest of us mooched around! haha. so fun.. fel's sofas are really soft n nice! so many cushions to hug too!
then while song ern, ching, lippy n charm played bridge, the rest of us watched CSI which was on from 3-5! haha. VERY NICE.. now i know all the big fuss about it.. it's a really good show. seriously. all those who have scv, go catch it man!
but abit gory though. the rest were laughing at me for not being able to tahan the gross bits. blood n muck! i finally saw my thriller stories come to life right before my eyes. and they really did the Y-incision thing where u cut the chest open in a Y! and they showed the open chest! goodness. but it was all very intriuging.
think it's 'funner' to catch shows such as CSI as a group.. and talk and discuss! esp ask if we dun understand what's going, like ask experts such as yuru n fel. haha.
then i had to go while the rest were getting ready to leave coz daddy came.. wouldn't have minded going home myself on mrt though.
so nice! n we ain't gonna see kayi, shinyi, mich n lippy until dec pracs! awww... so sad! nvm, time will pass by soon. the sops! the SOPS!!!!!!!!! we have to jiayous man.
:D
-blessed
8:34 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
haha.
went kayaking in the morning at east coast with my family n aunty maureen, uncle daniel n jon.
acc i din wanna go kayaking.. abit the sian.. but in the end it turned out worthwhile!!
went there at 10.. but the thing din open till 11.. so basically we slacked till 11 when the man came to open the stall for kayaks.
yeah so now i know that kayaks are the open banana looking like things, while canoes are the ones with the holes that make you get ugly leg tans. haha.
i took the single one coz dee wanted a single one.. ma n da shared one, aunty maureen n jon the other.
quite fun la. din go very far out, just kayaked here and there.. when i was tired i lay down and rested.. cool!
took off my glasses so i wouldn't have 2 spots on my nose.. ;P
*wah, listening to phantom of the opera now.. it stills wows me.. esp the singing poweress of the women...
and now my arms are aching! actually now my arms. more like my shoulder blades.
and i actually got kinda burnt! no peeling yet, but rather pinkish.
on my nose (its always on my nose, grr.) and my cheeks.
and a little on my arms, the whole upper stretch, but it seems to have faded for now.
then went church for bible study.. learnt lots! lee noi is nice n good to talk to.
then met up with ootgr for an outing! but nads din come. hmm. seems all isn't that great at aj. like that's any old news.. with that person there..
went walking at raffles city n settled at BK for our meeting.. haha ended more of talking crap.. still haven't decided on our name n stuff.
then sheena n jia came after their choir.. and we ate at foodcourt! n sam saw me n called me, but i din see him at all! shall go talk to him tmr.
sigh.
they're all the same.. so nice.
sn choir ppl rock man! haha. esp da red batch.
i miss them all
and still love em!
:)
can't wait to go fel's house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-blessed
10:23 PM
Friday, November 12, 2004
we were considerably more perky today.. learnt this song called 'sleep'.. wahhh combined is really nice can!!!! so cool. although the sops go to an A.
then we went coro to eat ke ai ji.. and sat outside cristofori music sch to eat! on the floor! got told off by security guard for blockin the passage way.. erms...
think all security guards are cranky..
or is it just that they are trained to put on this really pissed off look when going around? dunno lar.
then we decided to brisk walk back coz it was just drizzling a teeny weeny bit..
and just when we were reaching school, just at the road opp school, it started POURING!!!
seriously pouring!
and just running that distance alone we all got SOAKED. i mean soaked.
and i was wearing choir tee, fer goodness sake! white lehh!! good thing i was wearing black sb. hehheh.
but i must say it was fun.
i have nv run in the rain before!~
without any umbrella.
cool experience man.
if only we din have a meeting later.
HAHA
but it was fun man. everyone was wet!!!! hahahha. and poor kayi had to go borrow tee frm council welfare to change coz she was really WET.
good thing i wore choir tee, so can wear shorts with it. haha.
then kayi n i went to f\dry our shoes at the third floor toilet.
i tell you arh, the hand dryer there is superb man, totally.
then after meeting the comm just sat around singing songs.. so nice!!!!!!!!!
sigh.
choir rocks man.
*sits back with a contented smile on face*
couldn't ask for more.
and tomorrow meeting up with ootgr!~
yay.
all the cool gals in choir..
shee jo jia jas e yuannie fel mich... plus nads. =/ hmm. yeah. that's about it.
the cool batch.
HAHA.
like real.
-blessed
9:30 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
and my nose chooses today to act up.
ok, actually it's not today.
more like started last friday when i had fever and headache.. then they subsided and morphed into a very bad flu virus.. muffled voice (sorta), blocked nose and leaking nose. how can a nose by blocked and leak at the same time.. i really dunno.
sigh.
really hope op will go well tomorrow.
and that his points will make sense. they don't really to me.
and that dr siva will ask easier qns that we can handle. seriously.
i'm tired...
and now kong kong's in hospital.. for the ill-informed.. he's my paternal grandfather. sigh.
hope i perk up in time for fel's bdae.
please God, make me well soon. by tonight.
trust in Him...
-blessed
5:31 PM
Thursday, November 04, 2004
when the road you're trudging seems all up hill;
when the funds are low and debts are high,
and you want to smile, but you have to sigh;
when care is pressing you down a bit,
rest, if you must - but don't you quit.
success is failure turned inside out,
the silver tint of the clouds of doubt;
and you never can tell how close you are,
it may be near when it seems afar;
so stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
it's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.
-blessed
12:46 AM
just found this song. great encouragement.
God Can
Maybe you can't move the mountains
that's standin in your way
I came to tell ya
God can
I said God can
And when you can't turn your thoughts
Into the light of day
I've got good news for ya
God can
God can....
When you can't find the answers
To all your doubts and fears
God can
When you are needing someone
To wipe away your tears
God can
God can do more than you could ever ask or think
He holds all power in His mighty hand
When you can't see your way
Just remember this my friend
God can, God can
When you can't change your past
And you can't heal your broken heart
God can, God can
When you can't find the courage
To make a brand new start
God can, God can
God can do more than you could ever ask or think
He holds all power in His mighty hand
When you can't see your way
Just remember this my friend
God can, God can
When you are at your weakest
He'll fill you with His strength
It's not by might but by His Spirit
that you do all things
yes, you can face the future
When your hope is in His hand
God can do more than you could ever ask or think
He holds all power in His mighty hand
When u can't see your way
Just remember this my friend
God can, God can
I have a God
Who can do anything
I have a God
Who is still the King of kings
I have a God
He is able to do
Above and beyond
What you could ask Him to
God can do more than you could ever ask or think
He holds all power in His mighty hand
When u can't see your way
Just remember this my friend
God can, God can
-blessed
12:42 AM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
haha. jon is trying to find my blog.. wonder if he will turn up successful. fancy searching for choir! betcha there are thousands of choirs...haha. later search until he die. aiyo, if really wanna give pple my add then i can't say what i really wanna say... it won't be private anymore.. dunno ley.
well. today went fish n co after so long!!! yay. quite like the fish. and chips had some added spice to them. yumm. reminded me of the kfc chilli fries when i was pri6. haha. but oh so sad, joseph was a tad disappointed with his much-awaited meal there. HAHA.
ANYWAY.. my butt hurts. boo. all coz of cycling. its really damaging to your butt welfare man. cycle from one end to the other.. cycled in the rain too, or rather, drizzle. actually it was quite fun la. but i still haven't fulfilled my wish of being caught in the rain intentionally. :P
then i didn't rollerblade.. actually my true interest is in cycling la. not rollerblading. :) u accomplish so much more cycling! haha. not considering what it does to your butt later though. quite fun la, practicaly the whole class went except.. jc, kenneth, lyds n yupai! ohmy! heyyy our first true blue class outing!!! no wonder jy felt so happy. haha. 22 outta 26.. lots man.
but too bad the rain really spoilt the good weather.. otherwise i think i would have gone rollerblading. haha. went arcade before going home.. played the car racing game! think that's the only game i ever play at arcades anyway. so fuN! hahah. got this itch to play bowling, esp when i saw the people below playing.. but my bowling ain't pro la. but its addictive! seriously. ahh..
i can't wait for OP to be over.. and choir to start! sighs.
fel's birthday! the more i think of it the more excited i get, dunno why.
still thinking of what exactly to get her. if i intend to do that something i have planned.. hmm i need time man. lemme see. 10 more days..
-blessed
6:29 PM
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